My tears fell for you properly today. A few have previously fallen in your memory....but I guess I wasn't quite ready to let you go. I guess I wasn't ready to fully accept your passing. How can I let go of someone with such a big heart, with such a cheeky smile and such a fantastic sense of humour? The truth is I can't let go....you're still here. I can feel you in the breeze. I can hear your laugh in the rain. How cruel this world is for leaving us with such pain. You were pure Nick. A wonderful soul. Please don't let your spirit leave, keep us whole. When I'm down, I will look up to the sun because you warmed up our hearts. Even though we only met a few times, I cherish each moment. You touched my heart in so many ways. Now my heart is breaking because I never had the chance to tell you how much of a great person you were. I never had the chance to say thank you for looking after Nicki. Most hurtful of all....I never had the chance to say thank you for being my friend. So instead I will say Thank you Nick for being just you. I will never forget you mate. You were truly one of a kind and I was lucky to have a friend like you in my life xxx Written by Mitchi 21/01/2015